Drowning in doubt.
Flailing in faith.
Groveling with grace.
No justified joy.
Hardened hope.
I find no palpable peace
But…
Disabling doubt.
Refreshing faith.
Grateful in grace.
Justified joy.
Hearty hope.
I find a peace so persistent I cannot possibly escape it.
So get over the anger.
Get through the days with grace and move on. THAT’T IT! ( as Lucy shouted to Schroder as he finally played Jingle Bells)
I stopped and got stuck three years ago when Dad had his stroke. I’m caught in a whirlpool of my own making. Full of doubt, fear and anger I keep spinning out of control. No one can stop me I must choose to stop myself, focus on all the present good and leave the past buried and the future bright. I DO NEED GOD TO HELP ME AND FORGIVE ME! Then maybe, just maybe I’ll get through it.
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